APRICOT & LJ :     . . . I pray that these fleeting thoughts will reach you.    
a d☆y in our life ; 28 Jan 2007  03:22pm
This is the world, the world where we are. Just you & me. Regardless of the in-betweens, downs, outs, or ups.

Three days left. I am spending all of my times watching drama.

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New Layout 25 Jan 2007  10:51pm

Another one, and the other one wasn't put up that long ago, but I hated it. This one's a little better, but I really like simple layouts for journals, really.


i won't vain ; 13 Jan 2007  07:00pm
In two and a half weeks I'm going to be living with someone who I no longer want to live with. A person who continues to do stupid things and has been doing them since whenever and it continually disappoints me. It's true, of course, that I am honestly easy to disappoint but I think a friend who ditches you for her latest boyfriend when the day before was talking about how fun it will be to hang out .. and then doesn't even call plans off is really unacceptable.

I don't consider myself needy or anything. In fact, I am pretty good at standing up for myself in all accounts. I don't know what to make of the situation.

On a usual basis I'd say she calls me atleast once a month to come over and we'll find something to do pretty easily since we've known eachother for 10 years. I don't know why it annoys me so much, but it does.

I don't even really like the guy. He's a loser who will never stop being a loser because all he does is smoke pot and watch the Seahawks and I know he probably won't help her move because there'll be a game on and it's so annoying.........


love generation ; 07 Jan 2007  12:30am
I am really happy tonight.... because I am able to have alone time!!! Jamie went to his friend's so I can do the same thing I do every night anyway..... but every once in a while it's more peaceful when no one is around.

I was going to watch MAIL... but I can't ever watch scary movies on my own.

I spent three hours scanning and editting my scans from my late Christmas gift from Jamie.... and low and behold it turned out to be the most glorious piece of paper that was ever crafted -- otherwise known as Kana's lovely signature planted right on the back of the photobook!

I have so many things to do in such a small amount of time ...... every extra penny must go to the apartment next month. I want to make something... jewelry, clothing, anything!

I'll probably be up the rest of the night.


arukitai .... ( arukitai ) .. 31 Dec 2006  01:03am
I wonder if it is wrong in all aspects to personally hate a gift that isn't your's. I can't help that I think what he gave her was drab just like himself with absolutely no thought whatsoever. The leftover portion of a giftcard he didn't use all the way... and I do mean that literally. I know she sticks up for all of his stupidity but I think he is so boring. The dull kind of boring where if everyone is laughing whole heartedly he is still sitting there as if nothing is happening. So dull.

I think this past year I have become more energetic than I have been, but I have also gained a lot more self strength than I have seen in a long time. There are days I still hate everyone in the world, and I orginally thought today was one of them -- it wasn't.

I was able to hear Dreaming Way, finally... after two long months of waiting for this song... and it is the most wonderful song....... I checked on gerpok and it appears it has been played 223 times over the past 24 hours.... I am extremely sad in respect. I know in my heart that Kana can feel my fangirl feelys from across the world, and I bet she is severely creeped out by it.

Of course I translated this song as soon as I got it, and felt it deeply.Collapse )


K-ko: 22, living in Puyallup, WA. Loves dream! & other jpop, but not Ayu or things like that! Often spends her time watching jdrama, especially those featuring Majun, Takayuki, IchiHaya, Konch, Erika, Saeko, Mizusa and Gakky. Adores grapefruit scents & flavors, ice cream and the colors aqua white and gold.

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Y-ko: 19, almost 20. Quirky, silly, and serious and that's why I love her so. Purple, pink, black, silver. Loves Paradise Go!! Go!!, especially Kiyomi and that sort of j-pop. A beautiful, talented & amazing girl!! My best friend & photo-negative, opposite and the like.

Renami: 20, pretty, cobalt-blue & yellow. Very secretive and covers herself with sarcasm and happiness. Idolizes hitomi, Abe Asami and Ami, of course! Collects idol photoboks and owns over 300. Likes eating things with 5 or more toppings, and often they are weird combinations.

Sarie: 21 -- almost 22. Passive, collected, but with odd underlays. Very passionate, deep blue, water -- liquid. Emotional, not strong.. but perfect, all the same. Soon to be my roomie~

Katty: 21, bright, cotton candy -- pink with reddish hues. Photography, graphic design, pixel art, any digital design, really. Short, quirky, yet strong. Stands well on her own. Enjoys movies, unhealthy foods and things.

Ayucat: 23 years old. Nearly married, it seems and enjoys boring things such as Hamasaki Ayumi, Koda Kumi and watching E!. Tall, a "fashionist", and spends almost every second she can with those around her. Soon to be my room-mate!

This layout, along with the pictures used for my loved ones are images ofthe J-pop group dream who are very dear to me. I own both My-will.org and Dream-ing.net. This journal is a little place away from most of my close circle of friends so I might do a lot of venting here.